Where do you start after losing someone?.

Felt like I’m stuck and not moving at all, I woke up every day and my heart is breaking because letting go means losing him all over again. Everywhere I look reminds me of him and as he is just sitting there on his computer blogging away. The worse part of it all is missing someone suddenly you realize they are not coming back and that’s what hurts me the most, how do you move on forward when everything is so raw in your heart, it’s not so easy.